Missing People is SICK

Bismillah
Assalammualaikum

Harini Allah benar benar menguji emosi dan perasaan aku..
I feel so emotional..
Bangun je dari tidur I don't feel good.. something bothering in my mind..

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It is not because I am far away from family... bukan homesick...
This is something else.

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And I found out that I miss you so much, but only to Allah I can tell everything.
I don't even dare or brave enough to tell you directly..
Even if I brave enough, I don't know HOW to express to you~
I also can't even blame you because you make me miss you.
It is a feeling that comes by itself.. kuasa Allah.
I feel grateful Allah gives me this feeling.
I just need to control it and keep on focusing on what really matter right now :)

I only pray for the best thing to happen, to be positive, to be happy

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